SIK - THE MEDS

Hier weer een nummer van de zanger/songwriter SIK.
Het nummer doet mij ook vooral denken aan de periode dat ik nog automutilatie.  
En last had van mijn benzodiazepines verslaving.
Ik heb de clip ook gemaakt met lyrics dat is ook wel te zien 
Ik heb de lyrics er ook nog even onder gezet

SIK - THE MEDS 

 I lost the fight that i had inside.

Lost my sanity and my rights.
Never again speak my words.

Only the plans in my mind.

Save and sound they spoke.

Save but lost alrights to control.
Never again never again.

Those words repeated in my head.
Don't keep me down with you're meds.
Fucking me up making me mad.
Branded for live a lost soul.

Keeping me down in my hole.
God could never care for someone like my.

That what i believed for most of my life.
The scares branded in my soul.

Keeping me from having control.
Carve my eye's out cause i can't see.

How the world has change around me.
Don't keep me down with you're meds.
Fuckong me up making me mad.
Now the sun is setting down.

While i'm lost in the forrest of my mind.
Walk across a dessert land of dust.

That's how my world looks like a little fucked up.
Never again will i be free.

Locked in a prison called me.
I don't no how it looks outside.

But from inside it feels like i'm dying.

 (c) copyright sik/tfj